Once upon a time, I would feel chaotic, lost, all over the place. Much of this confusion would be triggered and exacerbated by friends' (or foes') judgment and attitude towards my, apparent, multiple personalities. I remember conducting a workshop on healing and "being aware of energy flow" in Manchester, around 2004. A close friend of mine was in the audience; he glared at me with an undisguised look of shock. As the workshop progressed, he began to relax and started having